Monday, July 6, 2009

"i'm a shake you off though, get up on that horse and ride into the sunset, look back with no remorse."

hey boy
why you didn't call me?

A. you're gay
B. you've got a girlfriend
C. you kinda thought i came on too strong or
D. i just wasn't your thing

great lines from one of my favorites, the blow. as some people may know, i'm on a journey. i'm on a journey of self discovery, freedom, creative adventure, and finding me, my muse, my flow of uniqueness and that little ball of power within me. i've recently been reading, listening, and watching my idols. in no particular order;

ani difranco
julie andrews
jane austen
harper lee
audrey hepburn
emma smith
karen carptenter
sierra kusterbeck
helena bonham carter
barbara streisand

these ladies are my examples. they are brilliant, and i hope to meet them in the afterlife. i've never really declared myself a feminist, but the past year or so i've been finding that i have feministic qualities and beliefs, even if i'm not a full fanatic.

i used to think my personality was that of a hopeless romantic. i liked it until i got my heart bruised a little more than i wanted. i do believe i'll find "the one" at the right time. but i'm going to let it happen on it's own. and until them i'm on my own. and i'm ok with that, finally! i'm no longer dependent on any guy, and i don't feel a void that has to constantly be filled.

i don't date. nope. not anymore. i'm forgetting it. there's so much for me to do! and so many places for me to go, and so many things for me to learn. about life, and me.

i want to meet new people. i want to become friends with a foreigner. i want to have adventures and do spontaneous things. i want to run up to a cute stranger in the middle of a crowd, and kiss him, then runaway. i want to go skydiving. i want to go to ireland and meet a musician in a pub. i want to see the world, meet the world, experience the world, and become the best me i can possibly be before i meet that significant other. and i hope he does the same, so we can be the best us.

peace, love, and tofu.
-sierradawn.

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