nature vs. nurture.
are we as females born with a genetic code that tells us you will not be happy unless you have the approval or love of a male? or is it just drilled into our brains since birth that we are not complete until we have a special someone?
does it matter whether it is nature or nurture? no. it doesn't. because the fact of the matter is that it is an incredibly hard thought system to break. even if we THINK we have mastered it, we have not.
we build self confidence, we do things on our own, and the BAM! a little interest creeps in and tears down your barricade in an instant.
i am not going to let this detour me. i am going to be stronger than the past me and get over this.
EFF YOU nature/nurture for making/telling us that we need to be dependent. I'm better than that.
